Hello world.. Well, today is certainly a sad day for me. Not that my results are bad. They were beyond my expectations. Very satifying, I felt rapturous for the first 5 hours during school. What next, Oh yeah shit, thx a lot my maker, had to spoil my mood and screw up my day. F&N Exam. Highest in class wooohoo!! Overall, 2nd position. Lost to THAT terry 1 mark. 80-81 Oh yeah anyone who thinks this is a innocuous joke, please stop reading from this point onwards. I am terribly terribly disappointed and pissed at both myself and another person. I aint going to say that persons name. Got me into shit and jeopardised my results by a significant bit. My guard was let down, and sneaky little Terry snatched the opportunity to score. Well 150$ and 20 seconds of glory awaits him during next year's speech and prize-giving ceremony. Me? At least another month of redundant depression and self-pity. How ironic isn't it? 2nd.. Many people would say HOLY SHIT!! YOUR ONE OF THE PEOPLE IN 3C WHO SCORED AN A1!! YOU RULE DUDE!!! Yeah, 80 is good, but not up to my expectations- Highest in standard, getting that 20 seconds of glory, getting 150$ and making my self proud and satisfied. Why is that the heavens of this world have to insidiously snatch my one-time pitiful dreams away like this and mortify me by making the difference by 1 mark. I guess no one cares, i guess this chance will never come to me again.. Not in secondary school for my life.. Depression and Solitude awaits quietly.. in the cold depths of Oblivion.. For the young and pitiful soul of mine..
